HAPPY NEW YEAAARRRRRRRRRR. 

Its a littleeeeeee late, but better than never right?

I haaavent been updating and thats partly because I'm just too lazy.

Sooo this post is just to catch up and fill in on whats going on soo faar :D

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Meeh. And guess what? I spent that last minute of 2012 lying in my bed, alone. 

How pathetic is that? 

I'm not even kidding, no countdown party or gathering shit like that. Just me, in my pajamas, lights out, staring in space. 

My parents are sick, so they went to bed earlier. My cousins are back in their hometown. 

To be honest, I do feel lonely and that feeling just annoys me to the point where I get angry and upset at myself. 

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I'm expecting a lot from myself this year, I dont want to disappoint my parents and myself. I wanna be less upset and enjoy more this year. I want to let go of things that is holding me back. 

I just wanna be happy. 

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Annndd! Speaking of happy, I just wanna thank God for giving me such an amazing parents and my lovely friends. They're all the best things in my life. Not onlyy thaat, I like a guyyyy who might be worth the risk for, and who might accept me for my fuckup-ness and all that shit.

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Things are looking good so faar, sooo I guesss I am feeling satisfy ... for now. 

♥♥♥