Obviously, I have a problem. 

A problem of letting things go. A problem of letting people go. 

I understand that deep down, holding on to something unhealthy would kill me, but the stupidity inside of me still does it anyway. I'm still going to end up holding on to something or someone that are capable of hurting me. I cant blame them because I cant stop what they'll do, but I can only blame myself for not letting go. 

Of course these thoughts only came when I'm all snuggled up in my bed and the clock strikes midnight. These thoughts are the cause of my insomnia, these thoughts are the cause of why I have to spend amounts of money getting eye creams for my dark circle. 

If only I can stop myself.