I have been in such an upseting mood lately, listening to sad songs, I honestly have no idea what the hell is wrong with me. I'm being such a hypocrite. Saying things like people shouldnt be so emo and shit, but yet, here I am, feeling and acting like one. 

I dont understand why. It's so complicated, or maybe it's just me looking at things a little too complicated even though its not? 

Or maybe I'm just having one of those days. Sigh, I dont know. 

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School is seriously a pain in my ass. And no matter how many times I told myself NOT to run away from situations like this, I'll run and hide in the end. I know I should stop being such a wuss but, I cant help it. 

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Family doesnt seems to be much better. It's the same thing, over and over again. I feel that I wasnt suppose to be part of it. Maybe there was really something wrong with me. 

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I should probably look things in a more positive way. 

I need assuring hugs/ice cream/hot chocolate/some shopping or all of the above to actually lift up my spirits.

I should have another 'me' day outing where I could just chill, and not worrying about complicated stuff. 

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Kayyy, bye sunshines<3