Its friday today and I've been having a tough week. I know I've been complaining a lot lately, but I just cant help it. Havent got any sleep either because I've been having a lot of things in my mind. 

I just need an assuring hug and someone who would just listen to me. 

I'm really on a negative side lately, I dont know why. I'm promise I wont be sad anymore, yet I'm breaking that promise this very minute. 

I dont know anymore. 

I thought I have everything planned out, everything under control, but.. I guess not. 

I dont want to cry every freaking night like how I used to anymore, but th thing is, I'm doing that now. I'm just so stressed and I dont know how to deal with it. 

School, family, friends, boys. 

ITS ANNOYING. 

I need to get this out of my mind. NOW. 

K, bye.