I hate planning. I hate planning outings with my friends so much. Yes, I knoooooow, nobody asked me to do it. But if I dont plan, then who the fuck is gonna plan. Goddamnit who is gonna fucking take initiative and plan the damn thing. I love my friends so much, but fucking hell, its so annoying. And when I planned stuff, there will be someone who fucking complains, like ohmygod shut the fuck up.

I'm just gonna hide in a hole and kill myself with a spoon now.