Hello world. Its 2 in the morning right now, and clearly, im fucking up my bodyclock by staying up late. I feel like I have a lot to say, but I dont know where to start.

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I've deactivate my facebook account. Mainly because facebook stressed me out a little. I dont know how to really explain why. I just want to get off the social media for awhile (maybe except for instagram, i love that shit). I feel like I'm too revolved around facebook too much and I just keep logging in just to check if there's notification and such. This shows how much of a big distraction facebook is to me and thus deactivating it seems to be the only way out of that distraction. 

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While I'm typing this, I could hear my dad coughing away in his room. My mom's having a bad cold since yesterday and apperantly, it spreads to my dad, resulting both my parents sick in bed. I guess its sorta my fault. I've just recovered from a cold last week and I'm assuming that it somehow spreads to my mom, and now my dad. I guess they're staying in bed this weekend. Sigh.

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I'm starting school in 25 march, and as time went by, I'm nervous af. Starting a new school, means new friends. I'm probably one of the least socialable person ever. Its not like I'm anti-social, I'm just awkward towards new people. Not only that, I need to get through this two months of foundation course till I can get my ass to a diploma course. I'm still contemplating about going overseas for my studies. There's still important matters to consider. I mean, going overseas means starting fresh and that doesnt seem like a bad idea. But, I'm not sure if I'm ready to live on my own, i mean, not gonna lie, I'm a brat, I cant trust myself being alone. Adding on to that worry, my mom and dad wouldnt be with me, and I'll leave my friends behind, and boyfriend (not a fan of LDR). 

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Despite all that worrying, things has been going well for me. My parents and I got along better, we spend more time together now. My friends has been great, I have that annoying boyfriend who I adore so much. I guess after all that shit in the past, I'm pretty satisfy right now. I'm learning to deal with my anger properly, although I know I still have to work on that mood swing frenzy. But, I'll be fwineee. 

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Alright, this post is getting too wordy and long. I should get to bed now. 

Adios Amigos,

Sarah xo